There‘s a difficult story behind this photo, and I want to share it as an act of closure.
The girl in the background was very much into submission and pain play (this was some time before I met Andrea). At first I enjoyed giving and receiving, and I learned so much from her about edging and thresholds, but after a while her requests became too extreme (don’t ask) and I had to call it quits. She did not take it well. This photo was taken by her boyfriend while she was begging me do something to her that I could not bring myself to do (again, don‘t ask). He found the whole situation arousing; I found it infuriating and humiliating.
That’s the reason for my stare. If I ever look at you like that, get out of my way. And get out of my life.

